I'm sitting contemplating Is it worth it? Should I take it? Take the shot and change my life. Get the glock and take his life. Hospitals and bloody noses this would end all that I suppose. That I could leave. Knowing I can't leave. So it's either him or me. Cause he gon' kill me if I stay I know. Gon' kill me he can't change I know. From the first time that he did. Made a promise that he'd quit it (SHIT) Gotten so much worse. Dont want to end up in a hearse. I guess I got to do it first. Yes I got to do it first.
CHROUS: I cant go back now, back now, Im running. Nowhere to go. Cops I hear them coming. And if they catch. I still ain't sorry. If it was wrong just call me guilty. Cause if you knew what he did to me. I know I would get your sympathy. So if they catch me. I still ain't sorry. Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty, I did it.
Pulled the trigger. It wasnt so hard go figure. Before I did it I said. 'This was for all the blood I shed. For all the women who go through this shit. Cant think of what to do with this shit. Done tore them up inside and out. Who still trying to get out' He gone kill you if you stay I know. I've been been through this so yes I know. I know he promised that he'd quit it. If you believe him, girl forget it (shit). You know I'm right. Don't want to see him take your life. And it will only just get worse. That's why I had to do it first.
CHORUS: I cant go back now, back now, Im running. Nowhere to go. Cops I hear them coming. And if they catch. I still ain't sorry. If it was wrong just call me guilty. Cause if you knew what he did to me. I know I would get your sympathy. So if they catch me. I still ain't sorry. Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty
BRIDGE: It's so much blood. I grab my stuff . But before I could leave the cops busted in. You have the right to remain silent. No I have the right to stay alive and guess what I'd do it again. He would have killed me (yup) Before I killed him (judge). It would have been him up here up in this building. It would've been him faking tears. But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here
CHORUS: I cant go back now, back now, Im running. Nowhere to go. Cops I hear them coming. And if they catch. I still ain't sorry. If it was wrong just call me guilty. Cause if you knew what he did to me. I know I would get your sympathy. So if they catch me. I still ain't sorry. Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty.