Thanks so much for taking the time to watch my video! :)
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NOTE: This entire video was made in June 2014. It's broken up into time frames because each one depicts a certain period in my life. The first two stanzas represent how I was feeling from 2006-2011, the middle two stanzas represent my state of mind from 2011-2013, and the last two stanzas represent how I have felt since December 2013. I thought this explanation was necessary because my sister got confused and thought I was trying to mislead people into thinking that I actually filmed the first two parts way back in 2006 and 2011 XD ya no haha...that would have been cool though
Lyrics:
I got my ticket for the long way round
Though I've thought a lot bout cutting it short
And I'm damn sure used to no company
Sold my soul long ago, what can I say?
When I'm gone, when I'm gone
Will I be missed when I'm gone?
I'm told I'm lazy and dramatic
Definitely emotional and sarcastic oh
World won't miss it's 7 billionth and one
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I got my ticket for the long way down
I realize others have it worse
But I'm not acting, I have fallen, no doubt that I have problems oh
Sure would prefer a prettier curse
When I'm gone, when I'm gone
You're not gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're not gonna miss hearing that cry
You're gonna miss saying goodbye oh
Bled my way to hell; I'm too far gone
...
I got these feelings for the long way round
It's not a choice or a phase
And I sure don't like being miserable as fuck
I got help and get better everyday, yay
When I'm gone, when I'm gone
I should be missed when I cease to exist
I'm smart and I am funny unique (hot) and punny oh
Better show that shit to the world and live on...
